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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Semu

Sebuah pertanda datang kemarin sore, ketika sepasang mata ini menangkap Kim Hyung Joon (Baby Joon-nya SS501) nyanyi So Sick-nya Ne Yo. Sebuah pemandangan yang aneh ketika salah satu personil boyband korea nyanyiin lagu barat. Whatever, jari telunjuk kananku mengklick link itu. Tak butuh waktu lama untuk bisa mendengarnya.

Alunan getaran pita suara, nada-nada dan melodi menghambur dalam telingaku, dan otakku berhasil menerjemahkanya. Aku terpaku. Lagu itu begitu sendu. Rasa nyaman menjalar ke seluruh tubuhku. Gelombangnya sangat menyenangkan. Walau masih banyak kekurangan di sana-sini, Baby joon berhasil menyanyikanya.

cute guy. babby joon :)


Lagu seseorang yang patah hati yang belum bisa melupakan ex-nya.

Lumayan dalem euy. Dankeesokan paginya, lagu itu jadi tertuang di lembaran hidupku. ceritanya nyata, dan bukan sebuah ilusi. Sekarang kisah lagu itu nyata. Dan lagu itu sebuah pertanda. :)

Kadang semuanya ada pertandanya, cuma ngga kita sadari.

"So Sick"
Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Hari itu juga mendung dan hujan. Jaket Merah terasa sangat menggoda untuk dipakai. Dan jaket itu memeluk tubuhku hangat sehingga terlindung dari kristal-kristal bening, walau hatiku sedang membiru tapi tak ada tanda-tanda untuk menumpahkan kristal beningku sendiri.

lonely girl in rain.

Aku berusaha tegar. Walau rasanya seperti kosong. Sepanjang hari sugesti-sugesti positif terus berguling-guling di otakku menyapu segala sisa-sisa debu diruangan yang telah kosong. Pembersihan otak secara besar-besaran.

Dan kini sudah mulai pulih. Disusun kembali satu persatu. Dan potongan-potongan puzzle mulai tersusun. Retakan-retakan mulai di tambal. Coretan-coretan bodoh mulai dihapus. Dan mulai menanam pohon-pohon mawar kepercayaan lagi.


Siangnya, hari mulai cerah, matahari mulai menunjukkan pesonanya malu-malu. Udara dingin berubah menjadi sejuk.


Tak disangka Jaket merahku membawa pertanda. Dan Bulan pun menyapaku di minggu ke-dua January. Di hari yang penuh dengan misteri. Di hari kedua setelah 2 pertanda di tunjukkan.


Semoga, akan ada pertanda lagi dan lagi di kemudian hari. Terutama tentang potongan puzzle yang cocok untukku.


Puzzle of heart.

Amin.

2 comments:

ade kecil said...
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ade kecil said...

lirik lgunya dan gdis berpayung dlam foto....!!!!!
hemmm......jdi teringat akan dia!!!